Saturday, November 20, 2010
Just when you feel like you're at your lowest! The other day I was in the funkiest mood despite me getting up earlier than usual, having a nice breakfast & me getting to work 1 hour earlier. Numbness just took over me, the type of numbness where you don't want to speak to a soul. I was craving alone time. I emotionally deleted myself from my family, my daughter & husband wasn't happy with that, but it was something that I needed to do.
I locked my bedroom door, turned on the tv & hoped something would be on to cheer me up cuddled myself in the warmest blanket. Last thing I knew I had drifted off to sleep. The next morning I felt great! Maybe I just needed to rest mentally & physically.
But today that same feeling came back while I was in group fitness & I just totally ignored it. I'm so proud of myself because today I completed 2 sets of 20 pushups, 2 sets of 20 chess press without stopping!!!