Thursday, November 18, 2010
Things have been insane lately and I have not been really sticking to anything. My Social Security App. is going to take a lawyer now and my life has been a bit confusing and not at all on a steady schedule! I am not getting really discouraged but I keep having this feeling like no matter what I have to keep putting my health on hold and it is wrong and I know it but sometimes other things really are that over whelming. I know it is probably just myself justifying excuses but it feels and looks impossible at the moment. I guess I just need to vent some and then re-group so I can find another set of eyes to see it all through. Stuck I guess is a good word much better than discouraged it is that all avenues of making my health number one are totally blocked and I can see no way out. Financially we are barely making the rent and now it is gonna snow any day so walking is not going to be possible I am just stuck the last few weeks.