Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I love when people notice that I am losing weight and I can confidently reply with "Yes, I am" People are noticing and complimenting me pretty often and it feels so good!!! I forgot what that feels like. I am not really losing weight at a fast pace, but I know its noticable. And even I was noticing a change in my body when I was looking in the mirror.
I am feeling better about myself and my body and working out really does make me feel GOOD! I am starting to feel stronger and like I have more energy. I dont even know why I let myself get to the way I was before. I didnt even feel good about myself before. I felt tired all the time, my body hurt, my insides hurt from being overworked. It just wasnt good.
I am not only working on myself physically but mentally as well. And my relationship with my husband. Like all relationships we have had our ups and downs and I have delveloped some jelous tendancys that I feel put a strain on our relationship and push us away from each other more than bring us together. I think that part of my jelousy stems from my insecurities about myself and my body and how I felt in general about me. Now that I am doing something about how I feel about me, I am also doing something to change myself from the inside as well.
This feels good.