STARTING OVER REALLY!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Today is Veteran's day. No better day to start over? How about actually start. My disordered eating has taken on yet another form! Porking out beyond reason at night!!! So now I am "obese" according to BMI. I should be pregnant at this weight! Or have a cutie baby I just gave birth in my arms. But noooo, this time the weight is all me. I am sad that I have gotten so big. I am really mad at myself. My house is dangerous. I have junk food "for my family" that I have kept eating way too much of. I am at my highest weight in 7 years!