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Thursday, November 11, 2010

Today is Veteran's day. No better day to start over? How about actually start. My disordered eating has taken on yet another form! Porking out beyond reason at night!!! So now I am "obese" according to BMI. I should be pregnant at this weight! Or have a cutie baby I just gave birth in my arms. But noooo, this time the weight is all me. I am sad that I have gotten so big. I am really mad at myself. My house is dangerous. I have junk food "for my family" that I have kept eating way too much of. I am at my highest weight in 7 years!
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    2683 days ago
    The big question is not where you are, but what are you going to do about it? If you're not happy with where you are, simply "starting over" isn't going to help. You need to have a plan (or a single step) to change. Take that step and you're on your way.
    2683 days ago
    Me too, do not be discouraged tomorrow is a new day!!!!!!!!! emoticon
    2683 days ago
  • DEWAN5
    I am in the same boat as you! We can do this. I did weigh his much when I gave birth to my last son 10 years ago. I will be journeying along with you.
    2683 days ago
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