Sunday, November 07, 2010
I stepped on the scale the other day and it read 262. The highest I've ever seen it. I look at pictures of myself recently and I don't even recognize myself. Like, it's the land of Doublechindom. When I look at pictures from last summer when I lost weight pretty successfully I miss that. I mean, I was down into the 220s.
Part of it is that I legit don't have time to work out. I mean, I don't even have time to sleep.
This week for instance:
I will pull an all nighter studying for a test that i have tomorrow
Then I will come home at about 5 pm from school and work from 6-10. I will come home and crash.
Tuesday I will get up at 6:30 and leave by 7:30 for school where I will have class from 9AM-9PM. I will then come home and crash.
Wednesday I will be at school by 8:30 and leave at four, and then work from 8:30-12:30 in the morning. Then I will pull an all-nighter studying for a test I have Thursday. Thursday I will take said test and then pull a mostly all nighter studying for a test I have on Friday morning. Then I will work or physically crash.
Saturday I also work, but I have prepare other homework things for the next week.
So yeah. My life isn't easy right now. Honestly, it's not going to be easier until next summer, if then. I guess I just don't have a choice in the working out. But I do have a choice in the eating? Mostly I'm just so hungry by the time I have time to eat that I go through the drive through.
MEH. I am just at a loss for how to go about this weight loss thing when I'm busy. So I've thought about setting a goal for myself that I think I can attain. I would like to lose 63 lbs by halloween of next year. As such, be under 200 lbs by next halloween.
I think this goal is easier and more manageable for my life right now. Furthermore, I graduate from my current program next summer, but start classes again in the fall. But I'm hoping my life will be easier by then since I'll be looking for a career job as opposed to just a job job.
Okay. I feel better now. But I need more accountability because I have such a tendency to spark and then get bogged down with life. Meh. I guess I just need to rearrange some priorities.