Thursday, November 04, 2010
Well, I continue to struggle.
Even as I sit here writing this I am contemplating a way to sneak a snack during my son's soccer practice tonight. I am justifying it by saying I need to read my book for book club anyway and I love to eat and read at the same time. I know what I really need to do during that time is work on my Nano, but now that it's in my head I'm having a hard time getting it out. And I'm not talking snack as in a piece of fruit. No, I don't WANT a piece of fruit. I want potato chips. Grrrr. I can't get them out of my head, how GOOD they would taste.
I have a pear and a packet of oatmeal for my afternoon snack. Hopefully that will be filling enough to shut my head up.
I also looked into going back to Weight Watchers. Although I have a lot of support here (and I have no intention to leave) it's too easy to ignore. I need the pressure of the weekly weigh-in, plus I miss my leader. She was really awesome. With my schedule change I know when I can go, it will just be a matter of money. Which is always an issue for us.
This has to be a priority though. I'm steadily gaining, I can see it and feel it in my clothes, even though I'm too scared to step on my scale right now...
On the plus side, nano is going well so far. That's about all I have on the plus side today....