Embarrassed & Humilated
Monday, November 01, 2010
Hard to believe the last log in was in Feb. Wow, what a year I have had. I have been having issues with my liver function being elevated (ALT) for months without being able to find out why. I have had multiple testing done since April still no answers. I am at my highest weight EVER and feel pretty much miserable. GI doc told me I had to stop the yo yo dieting or I would not live as long as I should. Really makes you think do I want to set myself up for failure again? I mean I have been a weight loss roller coaster for the past 30 years!!! I have gained 40 lbs since last fall. And when I try to lose weight it just doesn't seem to want to budge like before. Had a very humiliating struggle to reach Clingmans Dome in TN a couple of weeks back and really want to do better. So here I am on a Monday on the 1st day of the month with Thanksgiving just a few weeks away. But at least I am here, and for now that will have to do!