Wednesday, October 27, 2010
I am feeling very anxious today. I recently went off some anti-anxiety medication and I am really struggling. My mood has been all over the place and consequently so have my eating habits. I am not sure how to correct this. The medication was nasty stuff and I will not go back on it. Plus my husband and I are thinking of having another baby and I would prefer not to be on any drugs during pregnancy.
I am expecting a pay check from my second job today and the company has shorted my check every month for the past three months. I really need the money that is due to me and I do not want to have it fight with them for it. I think I am going to have to find a different second job and that makes me anxious too.
I want to go home and curl up on the couch with a big mug of hot apple cider and a movie. I do not want to face trying to eat well all day and then going to my two hour fitness class tonight.