sigh...bodpod and weekend
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Okay so I'll start off by saying "hello to all my sp friends" I had a really rough boring day on Sunday and did pick at my child's plate while plating and at my husbands navy beans (which I miss). I wasn't suprised when I had a .2 gain yesterday. Nonetheless it still hurt to see.
Then yesterday we had to drive to Children's Oakland for my son's dr appt, and then we continued on to San Fran to pier 39. We haven't been down since we moved to Vacavill. Beautiful day to do it as well. My 20 month old loved the seals!
So we went to bubba gump shrimp co for lunch. I did the best i could. I got a caesar salad with no cheese and croutons and the dressing on the side. The server even put allergy alert for no butter or oil on the chix. I had maybe 1/2 t of the dressing to choke down the salad and even though i did that i was still pretty proud of my choice compared to all the others. I had a horrible stomach ache about 2 hrs later and I don't know why though. I also had to run yesterday morning which usually makes me stall or gain as well.
So I'm going to go to bed last night and feeling pretty low about the next morning coming (today) and my hubby tells me how proud he is of me and that if I gain to blame it on the run and not to think about the dressing. It was sweet how he said it. A little support from him goes a long way since he kinda thinks this diet is stupid...he is 155 lbs soaking wet and 6'1. He can eat what and when he wants. Needless to say thank god I didn't gain but I didn't lose either.
So I did the bodpod and metachek today....DON'T do it until you feel lik you are in a great spot. I have lost 11 lbs in 2 weeks...but I felt like the fattest piece of blubber that ever walked in/out of that place. Absolutely horrible feeling to know that I still suck as far as weight goes. The metacheck was cool though I recommend doing that if you have access to it. Bodpod...I was not physically/mentally or emotionally ready for it especially after my weekend and even though I have lost what I've lost. We'll see.....