Aaargh. i have been working a lot lately. i'm happy about it since i'm getting really nice feedback from the teachers. BUT my spark & exercise has gone right out the window. i can tell i've put on a pound or two...and the body aches are back. so today they called me for work and i said "no". that's the beauty of substitute teaching: it's flexible and i can take the hours i want. SO WHY DO I FEEL GUILTY FOR SAYING NO????

i decided when i woke up, that this is the day that i get my butt back to the gym. i just feel so torn about turning down work. i worked 4 days last week, and my house went to hell. (hubby doesn't do laundry or cleaning...aaargh - a blog for another day...). so, how the heck do people find balance? and what do i say to this guilty voice? i'm trying to take care of me, the kids, the house, AND help a little with the bills.....can someone please offer some of their wisdom & insight?


thanks!