Saturday, October 23, 2010
I've decided to hide my ticker for awhile. I've been staying steady or gaining for at least a month now, and all it does is induce guilty feelings.
I've been craving chocolate. Every day.
I'm changing my depression meds (with doctor's guidance), and am going through some reactions.
I'm also having reactions to my artwork.
During this transition I need to focus on the positives, and not let myself get too bummed out by the negatives. Feeling teary for no apparent reason. It's hard.
It's a weird time for me. My mind is chaotic, sad, foggy.
Tomorrow I'm helping transport four greyhounds to their foster homes. They're coming north from Florida, and are going to a group in the Poconos in Pennsylvania. I'm doing a "leg" from Virginia to northern Maryland. I'll be in the car for at least six or seven hours, and am looking forward to it. Perhaps some time in the car with no pressure to do anything else will help me focus on me and my feelings and health. I want a day with no pressure. Just me, dogs, and helping out.