Friday, January 12, 2007
Every now and then my mood changes unexpectedly and I end up in a funk. I don't know what brings it on. I don't know what gets me out. It comes & goes at will. Hopefully this one won't last very long. I want to cry. I want to enjoy the things that bring me joy. I just don't want to feel like this.
It's weird because this morning I was laughing so hard tears were streaming down my face. In my rush to leave for work I (apparently) didn't pay too much attention to the boots I was putting on. When I got to work I noticed something felt weird... looked down & sure enough.. two different boots. I ended up walking around all day in my sock feet. Made everyone in my office smile today. That's a plus.
Tomorrow, I can wear jeans to work. Tomorrow, I will run 4 miles before bedtime. Tomorrow, I will eat within my calorie range and TRY to keep my carbohydrates in check. Tomorrow will be better.