Monday, October 18, 2010
I started over two years ago, and then again last December. I now weigh more than I did when I first decided that I'd gone "too far." I don't mind how I look, but I *do* care about how I feel. I'm tired all the time, and I'm so frustrated, with myself, with my abilities, and with the whole process. Obviously I need to exercise more to up those endorphins, but getting started, even wanting to get started, is a very high peak which seems like a dot from where I'm standing. Will I get there? I don't know. Will I try? Yep. Once again, I'll try.