Tuesday, October 12, 2010
It truly incredible that I have any hair left. I am feeling somewhat depressed today and couldn't figure out why until now. I am a "beck and call" girl....lol. I work 9 hours a day plus driving time. I have every other Friday off so that I am able to take my elderly invalid mom to her dr's appts. I also have to take my daughter and her small children to thier appts on that day as she has no car and public transportation here is pretty much non- existent. If I go somewhere away from home I inevitably get a phone call from one or the other that they need or want something. I actually look forward to time camping and such since there is no phones..rofl again. I love my job and work hard at it...but it can be very, very demanding. I get home from work and all I want to do is turn the phone off and relax. But there is dinner to fix, errands to run, housework etc.
I am only one person and I am feeling seriously defeated right now. I don't like it one bit and I want to get back to being fierce!!! ARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!
That's just the tip of the iceberg and I need to just breathe I guess.
I am just one person and I need some serious "me" time..for about a week!