Sunday, October 10, 2010
Today was a good day. I woke up and cooked breakfast for my oldest son, who is 20 and my two grandsons, who are 11 and 7. My younger son spent the night with his dad but came home after we had eaten breakfast. The four boys and I went bowling. Usually I send the boys somewhere and I stay home. I usually do not participate in activities with them. Today the five of us went bowling. I had such a great time. We laughed and had fun. I haven't bowled for years and I kept thinking I was going to fall down and not be able to get up. I was scared. The first game I didn't do very well. My older grandson kicked our butts. Andrew scored over 100 pts. I think I bowled a 58 or something awful like that. The second game was a little better. My older son won that one but I came in second. I took pictures of the boys and my grandson wanted to take a picture of me, well, the pictures are the worst pictures and by looking at them, I can't see that I have lost any weight. They are not pictures that I can compare to anything.. I just hope that I will not be looking like this much longer. I will be sooo happy when I can post pictures that I am proud of.. Going out and doing something with my boys was a major step for me. I am not comfortable in crowds and avoid going out unless I absolutely have to. I am just embarassed by this blob I have become.
On a different note, I didn't walk jog yesterday because I spent the day out in the sun with my grandsons playing football. After the football game two of the boys came and spent the night with me. I was busy with them and didn't do my regular exercises. Today after the boys went home I did 30 minutes of walk jogging and out of the 2 hours that we bowled, I added 15 minutes of that as exercise!!! Just venting.
By the way, this is a difficult week for my family, I would appreciate any prayers anyone wants to share for us. I will explain more as the week goes on.