Thursday, October 07, 2010
Every morning I wake up looking forward to my gym time. I plan out my work out and decide my calorie burn for the day depending on my energy level. I keep doing this day after day even though I see very little number change on the scale which doesnt bother me since I see it in inches when I tape myself. I have always been a big girl even when I was a stick. I like that and really am not looking for low numbers on a scale but to replace fat with muscle. I want to be healthy but not skinny. I want to be a brick house. 15% fat. I want a wash board stomach and huge shoulders. I love muscles. I love the look and feel of them and since my hubby doesnt support my weight loss or want of these muscles he wont ever have them for me to play with so...I will get them for myself. That sounds terrible I know but thats how it is.
Anyways, to get back on track here. I'm spending the day with my girl, we are going to look around the local historical cemeteries. Its our hobby. Kinda puts everything in perspective when you think of all we have and how little most made due with back then. I'm thinking on what I'm going to wear so I pull out one of my 2 pair of jeans I know fit. The both have been worn so much they have had to be sewn back together in spots. I REFUSE to buy more when I have 20 basically new pairs hanging in my closet. For whatever reason I decide to go through the rest and see how things are fitting...What do you know, I can wear all but my 2 fave pairs. Oh Ya, mama is looking good. I spend every day in gym clothes so I haven't needed jeans in a while. But back to my 2 fave pairs. Original fit button fly no stretch added Wranglers that make my ass look like heaven on earth when I was wearing them last summer. Thats not even my own opinion. That's what I was told. So my amazing Spark Family, my new goal is to wear those Wranglers by my birthday December 2nd. I dont want to just fit them, I want them to sit pretty on my waist without being to tight. So can I hear a Hell ya for all my pairs of jeans I now have to choose from. Yep!