Friday, October 01, 2010
October 1st, I just about went full circle. This is the anniversary month of my Mom's passing. It also marks one year I found out I was relocating to KC. What a difference a year makes.
October has historically been a busy month for me. Thankfully they have canceled the Saturdays scheduled and I can make the most of the weekends. Next week we kick off officially the weight loss challenge and I am looking forward to that
I am trying not to be disillusioned by the recent events of my spiritual leaders back home, and all over. Many friends have encouraged me to keep the faith, not to waver in my love for the Lord. I questioned the strength and faith and morality of my Pastors who I have learned so much from. God reminded me,who am I to judge? What makes me any better or worst? Although my heart is heavy for their apparent downfall, I can not overlook my faults and failures. I have to look deep within myself, keep my faith strong, keep God's word in my mouth and do what I need to do to be the best Christian woman I am destined to be