Monday, September 27, 2010
So life is being a little difficult. I'm having a hard time doing everything right and its taking a toll on my eating. There are oreos in my pantry. Well... there won't be soon if this keeps up. I'm trying to go easy on them, but with the way life is going it is not working out so well. Self - esteem in an ugly place right now. Right down to I overcooked the chili (it wouldn't thicken and then when it finally did I had cooked it so long that the spciy made my nose run) and I couldn't get the cornbread muffins out of the pan without leaving the bottom in the pan. Simple things like this are just adding to my current mood of feeling incompetent. I'm wondering if its the SAD kicking in?
I wanted to exercise to try and help lessen the oreo blows, but Sunday when I wanted to go walking it was snowing outside. Yep, snow. My walking buddy is out of commission for a little while too. We took him to the vet and had a little lump taken off his leg. With the massive amount of stitches and the way they removed it he's not suppose to do anything like a two mile walk for a while. Motivator #2 DELETE. Ugh. So.... hopefully it warms up enough tonight for me to want to go.