Saturday, September 25, 2010
I have been the team leader of Team Saskatchewan for just about a month now. I love it. I love thinking of challanges, motivating others and supporting my team mates.
However I am finding it hard ot concentrate on me. I don't remember the last time I journaled my food, my exercise has been lacking and well i just don't feel motivated to do anything. The colder weather has not been helping and it is scaring me. I have a history of depression, it seems to sneak up on me in the winter and well I am already getting those feelings. I want to stop that in in tracks while I can.
Do I regret becoming team saskatchewan leader? Not even for a moment I think that if I was not the leader sparkpeople would have fallen out of my life once again. However this team is keeping me accountable and even though I am not staying on track I have not lost sight of my goal. To be a happier, healthier more active women.
I will not reach my goal for 187 pounds for thanksgiving however I am 50 pounds lighter than I was last year. I am happy about that.
I am setting a new goal for Christmas and plan on taking lots of pictures at thanksgiving so come christmas I can see the difference.
I am not waiting until October to start but on friday october first I will have a great set of goals and plan on reaching them.
I love team saskatchewan and all it has done for me. Thanks team