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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Yet another fun filled evening that I can not lay on my back from the pressure and spasms. I refuse to swallow what I know will knock me out - maybe I should so I can get some rest but I see the new doctor in the late afternoon. So I will wait until then and keep trying to lay down.

Family: Hubby came home and yelling all over the place, it was so typical of him to be this way. frankly I'm sick of having to do what he wants me to do when he wants me to and how he wants it done. I get things done but when he yells, demands, i want to stick a thumb in my mouth and run for a corner - the thumb is to shut up what I really want to say but can't. So I cook up a yummie southern fried chicken with mashed potatoes and corn and he even gets up and was like clean this up now... so I looked at him and said, no, not going to happen now because of the way you treated me just now. I ended up at a friends house talking horses and came home late. The mess is still there, food out on the counters and guess what. If he , a 19 and a 20 year old think I am here to be their maid, they are going to regret my STRIKE! On a good note, my son and I actually had a nice day, until DH came home yelling.

Pets: Boot Straps is my cat and today he came to me, which lately he has been unloving. When he did, he stuck his head under my buns and I think he was hiding his cold nose but weird so ok... Dunkin does not seem to be limping much today - I really need him in to the vet but the lent in my pockets makes it really hard to put in or pull out money.

Friends: Talk to my buddy, we'll call her C. She had a fun time at a horse event this weekend, I'm glad she had the fun with MY HORSE - lol, just in case you read this, hardy har har. I did go to J's house and returned some items that I borrowed for Fair, we talked for a long time, felt good staying away from Grumpy, I just had to get away.

My Odd jobs: Today I mainly worked on my pages, organizing my pc, calendar, you know the organization with in the virtual world - glad of the progress I made but I have to get onto other things.

Hobbies & Crafts: I slacked in this area, I really need to get DD's backpack done then get my room straighten AGAIN!

FLYING: Updated CJ (Control Journal) for medical reasons, yeah well I slacked here too.

ok it is time to see if I can sleep - Someone have a magic wand for me? I need it really bad!

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    Sounds like you have a difficult situation going on at home. I commend you for your efforts to hold back verbal retaliation...that is so difficult! I fully understand how you feel about no one helping/appreciating. I have four kids..and when they were teens, I worked all day and came home to a "what's for dinner, Mom?" the second I walked through the door. THEY had been home all day (school vacation). The NEXT night, dinner was on the table when I got home! Kids and husbands often don't know what all is done for them...out of our love for them...until we stop. Hope it doesn't come to that for you. I remember telling my kids that my job was to take care of Daddy but to teach THEM to take care of themselves!

    Wishing you success on your weight loss, get healthier venture!
    2634 days ago
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