Saturday, September 11, 2010
I bought this bathing suit for a trip I am going on in two weeks. I can't tell you how great I felt. I haven't worn a bathing suit in several years, and felt good or attractive in that suit. I am feeling really good. Not because of how I look in my clothes, although that helps tremendously; but what is better I am gaining my confidence back. I am feeling like myself.
I am more conscious of what was triggering the mindless eating I was doing. I have accepted that I cannot eat like I did when I was a teenager. I understand that having food allergies, and being lactose intolerant is not code for never going to have fun, or eat tasty foods that I will enjoy.
Life is getting easier as I doing my level best to create and stick to a schedule. I have been blaming my free spiritedness for not having a schedule. I used to say that schedules spoiled spontaneity. I was wrong. No worries, though that's part of learning.
But, I digress...progress is going to be the key to my success. Well, progression in eating right and exercising.
SCREAM!!!! Me in a bathing suit awesome!