Friday, September 10, 2010
I'm having a moment. Whenever my family drives me crazy it brings me to the thought that i will be having to take care of all these people within the next 5-10 years.
Sometimes that thought is just so overwhelming! I mean what guy would want to deal with that kind of commintment?
Hell I can barley deal with it!
All I can do is finish this degree and really start working hard to take care of myself , get some really nice vacations in and save for a house that would be big enough for everyone and big enough to where i can have my own personal space - I don't think there is a house big enough that I could ever afford.
And of course this really brings me down. Having to be the responcable one all the time really sucks.