Thursday, September 09, 2010
Im having one of those days where i am my greatest enemy and i want to sabotage my best efforts because im feelin unworthy and tired and generally not great, but im not going to.
I honestly want to make a change in my life and i realise in order to do that I cant keep doing the things that have made me want to change. It isnt easy and I need to fully face that fact, but I also know that im strong and determined enough to do it.
I feel proud today because instead of giving into the feeling and eating a large chocolate bar washed down with wine, i just cried it out, logged onto sp then wrote my blog.