I suck at this
Thursday, September 09, 2010
I really suck when it comes to blogging. Usually my mind is never clear enough to have anything important enough to say.
Last week I got down to 230 but then my body decided it wanted 5 lbs back just over the weekend. Multiple joints ache and I'm feeling really tired. This is a step up though from how I was before moving to VT back in June. I used to hurt A LOT worse, have trouble sleeping, and nap several hours during the day. Now, I rarely have pain that gets overwhelming, sleep 6-7 hours straight at night, and very rarely feel the need for a nap during the day. However, I still don't drink very much water nor do I get the exercise I should(much because of the joints).
I do cook most meals at home and try to make sure that everyone is eating healthy. We've cut almost all meat from our diets and I've found ways to get my boys enjoying beans, veggies, etc.
I'm a very shy person but have this strong need to meet people and finally develop some friendships. Only problem is I don't even know where to start. Now that I'm in a smaller town I've found that being the new person makes it very difficult. I don't know anyone, don't know where to go to meet anyone, don't have any link to any person or any history. Of course, even if I had never moved away from my childhood home I still wouldn't have had the courage to actually meet anyone. It really sucks. It's time to find some freakin interests and at least have one decent friend.