Tuesday, September 07, 2010
Well, I will be getting a new fill doctor this month. I was banded on 2.23.10 and today I went in for a fill and was only put at 5.5cc's. I am not losing weight and I can eat a whole cup of food without feeling any restriction. She said I should stop at 1/2 cup anyways and just eat another 1/2 cup if I get hungry again. Well if I could just use my own will power at 1/2 cup without feeling full do she really believe I would have had this sugury???????? I mean if I had the self-control to stop at 1/2 cup I would have used the couple of thousand dollars to go shopping with instead of having the band put in. I have been working out everyday for a week now and it didn't do anything but I hope it shows by next week and I changed my routine up so maybe that will help also. I am so tired of feeling like a failure when I go into their office to weigh in.