I do not feel ....
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
I am afraid to loose more weight. I have been excited and anxious and happy.
But now I am feeling fearful about taking off more weight.
I am uncomfortable with my body. It is mushy and things are dangling.
I have to wear those stretchy things that hold everything in.
I do not want to be sexy just feel better.
But one of the side effects is I look pretty.
I just don't want that.I am too old for pretty.