Wednesday, September 01, 2010
So I just saw some pics of myself that a friend took of me last weekend at a picnic...it was so discouraging I feel so huge and I'm not losing any weight because I haven't had time in my schedule to go to Curves. And when I say that I haven't had time, it's not an excuse. I actually mean that my daily schedule has been so fully consumed with necessary activities that I can barely even make it out to buy toilet paper. I feel like I'm never going to be what I was ever ever again no matter how hard I try. I feel like i may as well just give up. I have no idea what to do anymore.