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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

YEAH ive been doing me!! lol
I have been on a train going no where pertaining to my health!!
It started 4yrs ago when my grandmother passed!!!!

so here I am officially 5 sizes bigger.I'm not upset about it because I could c it!!!

but I say it was confirmed yesterday!!!

when my dr told me I was carrying 2 tractor trailers on my body....i didn't want to cry but I wanted to tell him I didn't ask u that LOL!!

i already knew because of the way my breathing becomes labored when I walk I no longer can dance for long periods of time...we all kno the signs!! theres no point getting of mad I kno what I have to do!


but because of my shape I'm able to get by without people saying she's fast I just get I'm thick..but the truth is I'm fat for my height!!

let me say I'm not depressed!!

it has not affected my self esteem but just opened my eyes to tell me..i have to...


I did it b 4 and I will do it any means necessary!

so toady was day 1 I prepared some meals got some fruit sO I will always have something with me..back to drinking water only crystal light if I want more fried food no more of anything unhealthy

Im planning a trip next year for my 36 birthday to jamaica and I won't be this size.....

I love me no matter what size just not as happy with me...i won't allow the dr or devil to put me in the spirit of depression or being unhappy

I have the blood of JESUS ON ME I AM 1 of his!

most people would be sad if the dr told them they were at there heaviest weight ever that includes during before after pregnancy...but I have God ...things happen for a reason...i believe this time when I get back to where I was I will appreciate it more!

I am Gods child and I will do this....pray with me and for me!

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
SMSFUN45 9/2/2010 6:41PM

    God richly bless you. Small steps I will lose 10% of my weight. God is your source! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MSSTEPH16 8/31/2010 11:15PM

    Good luck on your journey. Reading your post was all the things that I say to myself. I knew about the weight gain and the doctor told me something similar. I am planning a trip to San Juan for my 36th birthday and my goal is to loose about 30lbs by then. So again good luck and we can do it.

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    Do you, girl! Welcome back to the fight.... emoticon , and we're right beside you, cheering you on, praying your strength, celebrating your victories.
Be strong. God is on your side.

Grace and peace,

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JOH04071 8/31/2010 6:20PM

    I love your attitude. Good Luck!

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TRAINER_T 8/31/2010 5:13PM

    emoticon Little steps of change end up being big results!
Do one thing everyday and you will succeed emoticon

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MAGGIEX3UK 8/31/2010 4:52PM

    you can do this girl! With the God that we serve all things are possible. He makes ALL THINGS new. I have a song you should listen to its called "Moving Forward" by Isreal Houghton, tell me what you think of this. emoticon

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GOSPELCLOWN 8/31/2010 3:57PM

    Let's start that healthy journey again. One day at a time with good choices and a great attitude. (You already have that.)

Thanks for blogging and sharing... God bless your efforts.

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LOSETHEWTIN08 8/31/2010 3:38PM

    That's the spirit! No need to beat yourself up. Make your action plan then put into action. You can and will do it. emoticon

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SOOKIE 8/31/2010 3:34PM

    .* ) .*) -::-
(.(*. ♥.*)
{.+*+HUGS+*+*}.* .**+*
{.+*+MOTIVATION+*+*}.* .**+*
{.+*+and SUPPORT+*+*}.* .**+*
.`..... .
(. (. .You can do it!!

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40PLUSANDFIT 8/31/2010 3:33PM

    Girl, I am doing THIS again so I know you can.

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CBARRETT10 8/31/2010 3:28PM

  Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ".
emoticon emoticon Blessings

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LITTLE_QUEEN 8/31/2010 3:16PM

    You can fix this and sounds like you are motivated and have a plan, to lose weight it has to be in your mind set, not a wish, but truly in your mind that you need to do it for yourself. Good Luck

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PURPOSEPOWER95 8/31/2010 2:59PM

    prayer you have...I lost a dear friend here on spark too. I had to turn it over to Jesus or I would have stopped and I know my dear friends would not want that for me. Lets just keep going one day at a time.

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BABY_GIRL69 8/31/2010 2:37PM

    Well since its been confirmed, you are already logged on. So all you have to do is press "play." Its fun, just start out small & you will reap BIG in the long run!

God bless & let's do it!


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SPARKLE1908 8/31/2010 2:30PM


You can definitely do this!!!!!!!!

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MRSHARDEE 8/31/2010 1:39PM

  We are rooting for ya! emoticon

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BIGDAD1211 8/31/2010 1:25PM

    And If God is for us, who can stand against us?! You can do this my friend! I know you can! And if there is anything I can do to help, you know where I am!
God bless you! You will do this In Jesus Name!
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ROBIGG 8/31/2010 1:17PM

    Girl, you will do this! I believe in you! emoticon

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SONNYG1 8/31/2010 1:13PM

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