Monday, August 30, 2010
I"m so frustrated that I started to wonder if something was wrong with me. I just can't seem to find motivation, no matter how deep i dig.
I"ve had all kinds of tests done in the last year, thyroid, diabetes, all my vitamines checked and my doc said.. Stress. I"ve been trying to get pregnant for nearly 2 years, and everything seems fine there too. STRESS.
The problem is, i'm not sure how to fix it.
I work two jobs still, and in a few weeks, i'm going to increase my hours again. Just from September to January, then i'll be living a normal life again.
We just booked a holiday for February, I need to drop 40 lbs until then, which i'm not sure is a doable goal at the rate i'm going. I'll take 30, that's 6 lbs a month. A little heafty for me , i'm not that quick of a loser.
If i could, in some way start exercising i KNOW that would kick things in high gear, the problem is, i'm so tired
I know exercise will give me energy, but how do i even start?