Today I completed my first week back to nursing school. I did ok with my diet most of this week, but then the dreaded PMS hit. But, I can't just blame that. I was so stressed and tired today, and I just wanted to feel full. I didn't want to feel my stomach growl, AND be tired. Then...I ate a bunch of these peanut cookie things that were left over from a church activity that was at my house last night. (I didn't make them..but, they were awesome) And when I came home..I saw them, and they were like heaven to me. Sometimes I get tired of trying to keep the ball in the air all the time. I dropped it today. Oh well.

I don't have school tomorrow, but I have LOTS of work to do. But, I will do my workout and take time for me to get fired up again. I am still adjusting to things. I am not going to be hard on myself today.

Also, a girl (who has never had any kids and is in her early 20's mind you) told me today that she weighs 135-140. She is my same height, and looks AMAZING! So, I thought, ok...I have more weight to lose than I thought! I thought 150 was good, but maybe 140 is what I should think about. I know she looks fantastic, but I also don't know if that is possible for me anymore. Would I even be able to get there, much less maintain that? Well, I guess I will see what 155 looks
like. That is my goal for now, and if I need to drop it lower, I guess I can.