Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I have never really thought about trying to lose weight as something that could just jump start all aspects of my life. It's like since I have been working out I have been feeling amazing and like I can do anything!!!! Granted I haven't lost much weight at this point but I am feeling more motivated than ever. I like many other people have tried over and over to lose weight with the occasional few lbs coming off here and there. But this time I really can see it. Not in the visual manner of seeing it but in the since that this time just feels right.
When I am at that gym its like I have so much time to think about my life. I think about what I have to do in great detail and it all seems easier, somehow. It's like the gym is becoming a place of mediation for me. A place where I can put everything in order, a place that feels like disney world (where dreams come true). I feel as though nothing else matters but what I want for myself and what I need. It is just becoming a place that I really get to focus on me and only me wholly!!!!! I am just loving the self motivation and feeling so proud of myself!!!!!!!! I CAN DO ANYTHING I SET MY MIND TO!!!!!!!! I WILL CONQUER THIS JOURNEY!!!!