So as you all can see I haven't been very active lately on SP. and the same holds true to my workouts. I really thought w/ my husband gone that I would feel like getting out and doing more things... but in all reality I've been pretty lazy. Now I haven't gained any weight back, but i'm no closer to my goal of 180 by October. I'm thinking I totally threw that out the window. I'm not sure it is totally healthy to lose 20 lbs in two months. Now I know that I could do it, but I really need to get motivated again. I feel like i'm really letting myself down and that is the only person that I need to prove anything to. My husband comes back in September... thank goodness and hopefully he will push me to get back on track. i think I just need that comfort. So I am going to stop slacking. I know I have said that before, but i'm only 20 lbs away from my next goal and that is not a lot. I just need to kick my own a** and get moving. Working out is not that difficult, but its finding the time, which for me shouldn't be that difficult either. So heres to starting over. I know I say this all the time, but hopefully I can really drill this into my own head.... Quit sucking already and making excuses for stuff that is well in your control... heres to me hopefully really getting this to stick again... I did so well and let it all fall apart.

HELP!!! I need some support!!!!