Monday, August 23, 2010
I've been really bad at keeping up with SP. However I have lost 7 lbs since June. I think it is about time for a metamorphosis with me. Changing who I am, how I behave, making myself accountable. I turned 35 about a month ago, and decided all the past crap needed to be just that...THE PAST! Of course that is much easier said than done. Still find myself pondering the what if's instead of the could be's. I need to work on that. Is anyone else out there feeling the same way I am? I look at old pictures of myself and think WOW! I looked good. I would love to look that way again. Of course so many people around me I know are cheating with the weight loss surgery. First of all, not only is it not for me, but I wouldn't be able to afford it anyhow without any insurance. Oh well, to me its the cheaters way, and so many people I know are not even being healthy about it, they are still eating Doritos, just not as many. It's about the lifestyle change, it's about making new habits. I have an inspiration, a friend of mine has gone from nearly 350 last July to under 250 this July. I think I need to invite her to Spark People to let her motivational story be known.