On May 25th, 2010 at 11:30am I lost my sister.
She joined my mother and father in heaven.

She has always been my very best friend and I'm not quite sure how to navigate life without her. In January I made a commitment to losing weight in honor of her. I never did it.

Weight has always been a struggle for our family and I've watched my mother and now my sister die with the humiliation of being overweight and embarrassed. Although weight didn't end their life it made their lasts years, months, weeks difficult ones. They didn't love themselves as much as they could have and should have. Somehow they didn't feel worthy. I hope and pray that after watching the pattern, I can change my behaviours for my last years on this earth.

Rest in peace my dear, sweet sister. I'll love you forever.