I think God is testing me! Every morning I get up and do my devotions and try to have 10 min. of mediation time after this. I pray and ask God - What Do You Want From Me Today Lord?

Whatever it is - I'm not understanding.................
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I'm practically convinced that I bring about my own problems - I just don't know how to make it stop! It doesn't make sense to me that I can start each day wanting to do good for others and end up with such crappy situations at work and home. I'm doing my best to keep a positive attitude.