A Confessional: My eating is out of control.
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Here is something about me that has always made it hard for me to lose weight. Food. I really don't understand why. Now, it's never been to the point I've gotten obese. The highest weight I've ever been is 177, and I felt like that was ridiculous. It only to took me to get just slightly overweight to realize that this wasn't the life I wanted to lead. My ultimate goal is to get to the 140s. If I can get under that, that would be great. The only thing that's holding me back is my eating habits. I can exercise everyday and stick with it, but it's so hard for me to not eat junk food. It's especially hard for me not to drink my calories, which I do a lot of. I don't drink sodas, but sometimes I can drink too much tea or juices that are high in sugar, and that's what gets me in trouble. It's very hard for me to stay on a healthy eating regimen because I'm a college student and sometimes I can't buy the most healthiest foods. Another thing I hate is drinking water. lol. I don't like to drink water unless it's while I'm working out. I think with the money I do have, I'm gonna go buy some crystal light packs to put in my water can at times, so I won't be so tempted to drink those sugary juices all the time. I really hate that I'm struggling with this eating thing, and there's so much more I could say right now, but I'll share it on another blog. I just don't wanna hold myself back from my potential. Me confessing this really makes me wanna do better, and I wanna try harder. Thanks for the support along the way, it's been really helpful. Can't wait to start Insanity later on today. I'm ready for the challenge. I think this is the longest I've ever stuck with a DVD program, so I'm excited to get ready to complete my fourth week. Hopefully this will be a better week for me eating wise as well. Much love.