I was under 350..solidly! 345. A couple of months ago. Pain hit...was diagnosed with pneumonia. Then lyme disease...lost a brother. Still undergoing tests. Gained again...back to 365. So discouraged. But I am here.
I am so sorry to hear about your brother and on top of that your illnesses. I know it can get discouraging but keep a positive attitude and I know you can get back on track.
Life does that but you have to realize how important you are, you are more than your weight. Keep plugging away, I've been down that path countless times it took a scare to realize that I had to change the way I lived my life. I'm down 94 lbs in 2+ year and excited about life.