trying to look on the brightside.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
in a couple of days my husband with zakariya and ayyub will be going on holiday to tunisia.for those who don´t already ayman is already there.this will be the first time (apart from when i have been in hospital)that i will be alone since i got married.i am dreading it as i am really missing ayman already even though i have the others still here to keep me buzy and company so here is my list of things for the good.
1#i don´t have to get in btween the boys when they scrobble(this is only nr.1 as that is what they are doing at the moment and it is driving me nuts as i have a start of a headache.
2#don´t have to put on the washing machine everyday,just once a week if that(done 5 loads to day)
3#don´t have to hang the washing up
4#don´t have to iron the washing
5#don´t have to change wet beds from the kids in the middle of the night(had to do this twice last night which is why so many wash loads today)
6#don´t have to get up every four hours in the night to give zakariya his medicine.
7#can watch what i want on tv
8#can go as often as i like on the computer
9#can cook what i want
10#don´t have to cook if i don´t want to
11#don´t have to bake bread every day or at all if i don´t want to
12#can eat what i want when i want.
13#when i tidy up only have to do it the once(instead of the usual 10 times)as the kids aren´t there to mess it up again.
14#can go shopping in peace with out the kids badgering me for something.
15#can have long soaking baths without the worry of being disturbed half way though(i really hate that)
16#don´t have therapy,dr´s ,hospital appointment for kids to go to.
17#don´t have to do zakariya´s and ayman physio everyday.
18#don´t have to do the nebuliser(woo hoo do you know how much time that takes up alone)
19#can go out to visit freinds or for a meal as i don´t need to stay in because of the kids.
20#i can read a book
21#i can just do nothing
i think that is enough to be going on with but with that being said can someone please tell me why i feel like crying instead of being on top of the world because of the above list.