trying to look on the brightside.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
in a couple of days my husband with zakariya and ayyub will be going on holiday to tunisia.for those who donīt already ayman is already there.this will be the first time (apart from when i have been in hospital)that i will be alone since i got married.i am dreading it as i am really missing ayman already even though i have the others still here to keep me buzy and company so here is my list of things for the good.
1#i donīt have to get in btween the boys when they scrobble(this is only nr.1 as that is what they are doing at the moment and it is driving me nuts as i have a start of a headache.
2#donīt have to put on the washing machine everyday,just once a week if that(done 5 loads to day)
3#donīt have to hang the washing up
4#donīt have to iron the washing
5#donīt have to change wet beds from the kids in the middle of the night(had to do this twice last night which is why so many wash loads today)
6#donīt have to get up every four hours in the night to give zakariya his medicine.
7#can watch what i want on tv
8#can go as often as i like on the computer
9#can cook what i want
10#donīt have to cook if i donīt want to
11#donīt have to bake bread every day or at all if i donīt want to
12#can eat what i want when i want.
13#when i tidy up only have to do it the once(instead of the usual 10 times)as the kids arenīt there to mess it up again.
14#can go shopping in peace with out the kids badgering me for something.
15#can have long soaking baths without the worry of being disturbed half way though(i really hate that)
16#donīt have therapy,drīs ,hospital appointment for kids to go to.
17#donīt have to do zakariyaīs and ayman physio everyday.
18#donīt have to do the nebuliser(woo hoo do you know how much time that takes up alone)
19#can go out to visit freinds or for a meal as i donīt need to stay in because of the kids.
20#i can read a book
21#i can just do nothing
i think that is enough to be going on with but with that being said can someone please tell me why i feel like crying instead of being on top of the world because of the above list.