Monday, July 19, 2010
Today my husband saw me in my workout clothes--they are very shape-fitting--and he was totally shocked. Since gaining weight, I often wear baggy clothes that don't fit me very well. I know I shouldn't but I don't want to spend a lot of money on clothes until I reach my goal weight. ANYWAY, my husband went on and on about "how shapely" I'm getting, and how great I look. It is hard for me to see the changes in my body, so I'm very lucky to have someone who is so encouraging and notices the changes.
On another note, I've been re-reading Women, Food and God, and I think it is finally starting to click. I'm really beginning to realize that I eat for all the wrong reasons, but I have the option to pay attention to my feelings instead of numbing out with food. I think in the long run, learning about my feelings will feel a lot better than that dish of ice cream. :)