Truly, I feel so amazingly blessed these days! My life was going great in all areas, except I was missing the 'romance' component, but no more! James proves to me every day how he is really the type of person I've always dreamed of. With every exchange of e-mail, our live chats (which are daily for about an hour) and phone call... I feel like I have to pinch myself to see if I'm dreaming. He leaves for Malaysia today at 4pm California time and arrives at 10am Malaysia time which is 10pm our time. He asked me about hotels that he could stay at near my place, but I recommended he stay downtown as it would be more convenient if we wanted to do things. Turns out he will stay at a hotel around the corner from my workplace
We will be discussing more exact dates next week... but God Life is Good on Cloud 9!! I only hope that our first 'in person' meeting will be just as fabulous. The chemistry between us now is incredible and I hope it spills over when our eyes first meet... I have that 'butterflies in the stomach" feelings whenever the chat window pops up and he says "Hello my love"... I melt... It's just wonderful!! I am enjoying every precious moment...
Okay ... now back down a bit... I have less than 2 weeks before the girls get home and I have a lot of projects I hope to get done (which will make time go by faster). I have not had the energy to do much with the heat we've been experiencing, but I really want to get to doing more de-cluttering and getting rid of items we no longer need - donating them to worthy places that will be happy to receive them.
On the weight loss front - I'm still kind of at mid-point and so if I boogie to the end of the month, there is a possibility still of 'moving to 150Ville'. I put together all my blogs from June and July into my document for printing and I must say it's a great exercise. Reviewing all that has occurred in just one month is amazing - so even though I did not reach the hoped 150Ville goal in June, I did so much!! From a board meeting in Montreal, SP M & G #5 with People in Ottawa, our associations general meeting, getting off blood pressure meds, my oldest's issues with depression, Megan's school concert, end of school year, vacation, the girls leaving for their dad's, me getting a new car, an earthquake in Ottawa... WOW - what a month it's been and I probably missed some things lol...
My life is on a great ride and the momentum is fabulous and there's no stopping me now! For all the years that I have worked to get to this point, my soul searching, all the changes I made in my life, the habits and friends I left behind, the new connections I made with wonderful new people here in Ottawa... my Miracle is happening because I believed it to be true!
My vision board is coming to life, bit by bit and 2010 is not done, but is proving to be the most amazing year of my life!!
I am so very grateful for all the blessings. Yesterday would have been my dearest friend (and Megan's godmother's) birthday... as I thought of her I thanked her for being my guardian angel and bringing me such great gifts! While she was here with me she always looked out for me and supported me through some very difficult times - I'm so pleased now because I'm sure she is smiling her big beautiful smile as she watches and sees how so very happy I am now in life! I love you Rita and you will always be with me my best friend, my angel!!
She was and remains a very special part of my life, forever!!