Friday, July 16, 2010
I am tempted to reset my account .... something has to give.... I am back up to 220 ... well 224.7 ...
I am feeling a little bummed. I was so motivated 2 years ago. I never thought I would hit such a major road block. I have had a crazy time. It seems like a laundry list of excuses... Grandparents died... stress, issues, bad patterns, depression.... I will convince myself that I don't have the energy to go to the gym. The kids won't like it , I will be too worn out because of it. Worst of all I tell myself that I don't need to log ... "I am keeping a mental log of it "
I know how to loose weight .... eat healthy, work out , LOG, BLOG, and own up to it ! Take responsibility for it. I am tired of feeling bloated, my clothes are all too tight, I have been rewarding myself with food. I want to feel better about pictures of me! We were looking through the album tonight and just as recent as New Years I was 200 ... 25 POUNDs in 7 mo!!!!! NOT OK !! I am going to start over and try blogging daily ....I have yo get back on track I refuse to end up back at 260!