Right now I wish I could just turn my back on every thing. Not a feasible thing to do, to many responsibilities.

I am just going to work on getting what every I can done, and not sweating what I can't. One step at a time. I have been riding my bicycle around the neighborhood, I wanted to do it twice a day but once is kicking my butt.

I am working in 15 minute spurts to get things taken care of around the house. But I would love to just crawl back into bed and cover my head. Not going to happen I have to much to do. Unemployment has been applied for. 3 to 4 weeks with no pay... this is not going to be fun.

I am going to get out there and push my business, that will help carry us through until the unemployment comes in. I have a party this weekend. Hope it is a good one. Both cars are fixed, glad we got that done before the bad news. I am going to move farther out on where I travel to do the parties, that will help.

Well off to plug in the MP3 and tune out the world. I think I'll drag the ab lounge in and work on those for awhile. I have come across several exercise DVD's now if I can keep the dog from shedding I can use the floor. I found my fitness ball, I am wondering if it is the right size... but anything will do right now, right?

Not a very motivating day for me.