thanks for checking in on us ....i have had a pretty rough last few weeks...
the week before father's day started it ...it was our first fathers day without my husband....july 3 was what should have been our 13 year anniversary...
Faith my almost 2 year old was sick and was in the hospital for a nite..(she had ear infections in both ears and the doctor believes she had a fever seizure, she was very unresponsive to me i could not get her to wake up ...she scared me half to death)..she is doing GREAT now!!!!!!
i have been a little depressed and just trying to figure out why 'all this is happening i just don't understand...and i have to be strong for the kids ... and its like i have not had my breakdown yet... but last night i was reminded that God is always with me....
last week i read a church sign on the way to town it said...."God doesn't want weekend visitation He wants full custody" i have been thinking a lot about this and it is so true ...and i was wondering if i'm doing enough (reading the bible , praying , trying to live as best as i can...and what kind of example am i setting for my kids)...so last nite at church a preacher in our church (not our full time preacher)preached about what i had been thinking about all week...and how our church alters were " broke "..that during the alter service people were just leaving and had lost their concern for others....it was an awesome service...
then i came home and watched Love Comes Softly....it was a great movie and i cried and praised God the whole movie..i really needed that cry...God saw to it that i watched it at just the rite time...and so i was reminded that even though bad things happen to good people God is rite there by our side ...i am so thankful i don't have to stand in a line , go to town or another state or even leave my house to talk with Him.....i can cry out to Him anywhere and He will hear and answer my prayer !!!!!!
THANK YOU GOD FOR MY REMINDER ....I'M SO THANKFULL THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS BY MY SIDE !!!!