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Monday, July 12, 2010

thanks for checking in on us ....i have had a pretty rough last few weeks...
the week before father's day started it was our first fathers day without my husband....july 3 was what should have been our 13 year anniversary...
Faith my almost 2 year old was sick and was in the hospital for a nite..(she had ear infections in both ears and the doctor believes she had a fever seizure, she was very unresponsive to me i could not get her to wake up ...she scared me half to death)..she is doing GREAT now!!!!!!
i have been a little depressed and just trying to figure out why 'all this is happening i just don't understand...and i have to be strong for the kids ... and its like i have not had my breakdown yet... but last night i was reminded that God is always with me....
last week i read a church sign on the way to town it said...."God doesn't want weekend visitation He wants full custody" i have been thinking a lot about this and it is so true ...and i was wondering if i'm doing enough (reading the bible , praying , trying to live as best as i can...and what kind of example am i setting for my kids) last nite at church a preacher in our church (not our full time preacher)preached about what i had been thinking about all week...and how our church alters were " broke "..that during the alter service people were just leaving and had lost their concern for was an awesome service...
then i came home and watched Love Comes was a great movie and i cried and praised God the whole movie..i really needed that cry...God saw to it that i watched it at just the rite time...and so i was reminded that even though bad things happen to good people God is rite there by our side ...i am so thankful i don't have to stand in a line , go to town or another state or even leave my house to talk with Him.....i can cry out to Him anywhere and He will hear and answer my prayer !!!!!!

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SUNMOONSTAR9 7/13/2010 11:23AM

  emoticon I'm so glad Faith is doing so well now. That would be terrifying. Kids are so resilient luckily. Hope things start to get better for you.

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INDIAHEATHER 7/13/2010 9:26AM

    So glad to see your recent post! I will keep you in my prayers. Stay strong and remember God is always with you! emoticon

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102633 7/13/2010 7:31AM

    I am so glad to see this post. I had been wondering what in the world had happened to TAILOR'S MOM. So without any blogs or entries to get anything I just have been praying for you. Those anniversaries that come after the death of a loved one (and especially a spouse) are always the hardest. I am so glad that you are staying connected to your church family and of course I know that you are always connected to the Lord (or at least He is always connected to you). I am sure that Faith's recent illness brought back a flood of memories and caused you a great concern. I am so thankful that she is doing well and that God has brought you through yet another hurdle.

God is so good. He always brings to us the very thing that we need and He brings it when we need it - things like a sermon, or a movie, or a child's cry, or an innocent question, etc.

Just know this one thing, God loves you more than anything in this world! Even when the circumstances come our way that the world would call bad or evil, God is working good through it. God is always at work around us every single day and we must seek to join with Him in what He is doing. It will encourage our souls and it will bring Him glory!!

Again, I'm so glad that you are back and I look forward to seeing more of your posts.

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JEANIECOLLEEN 7/13/2010 12:28AM

    Ask the LORD for protection but except his trials, also.
From one widow with young children to another thanks for your strength and faith in God.
I do believe your children see your faith and trust in God. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon Please take care of you so you can care for your sweethearts.
A good cry can be good for you! HUG!HUG!HUG!

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