Monday, July 05, 2010
it is strange that i find it hard to right a blog about being a fit girl and what it means to me especially as i was the one to set this challange.you would think i would be clever enough to set a challange i would be able to do hands down so to speak,but no not me i must be a glutton for punishment i guess.(no comments on that please)anyway where to start.
i had been doing really well getting my fit girl to shine through,i had worked up to 2-3hours of exercise a day and when i say day i mean everyday,i had also worked up to 150 crunches a day(not all at once lol but spread out over the day)i had even managed to loose 100lbs from my heaviest weight
me..then what happened ,6 weeks ago the dr and the surgeon recomend or should i say insisted that i donīt exercise in fact the surgeon even though he said as he said it that it is impossible when you have three small childrenthat i was to put my feet up as much as possible ideal i should be on total bed rest.now who is he trying to kid,me on total bed rest,ya right.anyway to cut along story short apart from the usual running around here and there with the kids i have not been exercising and as a result even though i have been good with my food,give or take here or there my weight is beginning to gradually creep up 5.5lbs to be exact and i must admit i feel anythink but fit apart from fit to drop.but hey as of writing this blog i am going to get my fitgirl attitude back on,fit is not just to do with being fit in body it is also to do with being fit in mind and soul as well,well this fit girl is ready to drop,lbs that is,she is getting fit to fight any obsticle that comes her way even if i am that obsticle myself.i have my op appointment ,i go into to hospital on the 20th of this month and will get operated on the 21,i should then after a few weeks recovery be out of the pain i have been in for 1.5years.it that doesnīt make me fit nothing else will i am going to feel like a totally new person.and the thought to be able to exercise again is so in the front of my mind you wouldnīt believe it.i canīt wait even though i have to.i have also ordered the spark which i hope comes in time for me to go to hospital as with having no access to the computer while i am there i am hoping the spark will be my lifeline,and also refresh my mind on things i should know but might have forgot or let slip in the last year and a half on spark.you know what they say a change is as good as a rest and reading will keep my mind fit.so to all thoes fit girls out there and wanna be fit girls.remember it starts with attitude first,with the right attitude you can do anything you put your mind to.so here is one fit girl going from fit to drop lituarally to fit to drop a few more lbs.rememberit starts in your head first then your body and your heart.come on everybody let us all let our fit girl shine through
as the sun goes down and my eyes close to sleep
i dream a dream of the fit girl i will be
beautiful,strong,open,empathic and sleek
who will this girl be it will be ME