Thursday, December 14, 2006
Well I had sad news my best friend passed away today. I am totally lost without her. I used to phone her everyday she was my confidant.
I feel now is the time to put to the test the emotional eating thing. Sue was overweight and her illness was caused, I believe by obestiy. When she told me she was in hospital, I joked and told her they would put her on a diet. She replied that whatever they tell me I will have to do to get well again. Unfortunately she has not got the chance, so I will have to do it for her.
I am so devastated, confused and upset, but am determined to feel these awful feelings and not stuff them down with food, my usual ploy.
I will do this for Sue - God bless you my lovely friend.