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I guess it's official

Friday, July 02, 2010

I am a shopaholic. No not like those who just throw around the word. I have a compulsive need to spend money, whether I have it or not. And it is reeking havoc on my life and family. I'm afraid to go to my parent house because of the drama. Right now I am sitting here eating cold leftover pizza because I was too scared to go over for fish. I have called the number at the one help site but nobody answered.

I was deeply depressed and crying two nights ago.

That's how bad it has gotten. I can no longer hide from the fact that I have issues. But I try anyway. I will keep trying and nothing will get better.

I'm just gonna go now. I wish I had the car. I'd go to the grocery store and buy cookies to drown my sorrows in. But I realize that is no good either. Oh well. Pizza it is.
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    I have a weekly therapist appointment, but it isn't helping. I asked her if there are any support groups around here and she said not for a ways around. I'm not sure what help to seek.
    2761 days ago
    You have got to find help with this problem, you are letting it really get to you and not taking control of your life. Stop, think, listen to yourself.
    2761 days ago
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