Friday, July 02, 2010
Well first the good news, I lost 4.2 lbs, in 10 days and thats just from not eating crap anymore!
My hubby is driving me nuts. I love him, but i need a vacation from him. Telling me how to do things, when he doesnt lift a finger to help me. Thinks he knows EVERYTHING. Including about weight loss, when he is big himself. Just will not shut up!!!!
Ive been so emotional lately.... I just want time to myself. But if it isnt him telling me what to do, then its catering to my 2 year old. I know I probally sound horrible. But did you know in the whole 2 1/2 years she has be here, I have gotten maybe 2 hours away for myself???? I feel like im drowning and no one cares. Im just the free maid and babysitter. I feel like no one cares in general....... cuz i get treated like crap. If things arent done their way, I get told I will have to quit my market..... like Im a child.
I just want some time to myself, and that was supposed to be what the gym was. And then my hubby said he needed new swimming shorts, so i said I will wait a week to get my gym membership. Then about an hour later, I said ok lets go get those shorts, and he said "I dont need them". And apparently thats not why we are waiting a week. I feel like Im losing my mind.
Anyways, Thats the dark cloud over my head today. But I am happy about the weight loss.