This is me, journaling.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
So, I have regressed in the "healthy lifestyle" department of my life. I have let poor habits sneak back into my daily routine and it has caused me to gain almost 20 pounds since Christmas. I am back to basics and have even started the spark diet over from the beginning. Blogging is one of my FastBreak goals. I am going to try every day to get my feelings and such in writing.
I don't even know where to start. Today was good I guess. I have a few extra kids here during the summer. That's stressful for me. Being a stay-at-home mom with extra daycare kids is tough! When they all go down for rest time, all I want to do is snack and munch! It's so hard to resist. Today I brewed a lot of green tea and drank that like there was no tomorrow.
I want to mow the grass tonight, but I don't think I will be able to because I have some errands to run and dinner to make and Dario needs a bath and I need to vacuum and do the dishes...
I have put myself on the back burner again and it has shown on the scale and in my attitude towards exercise and diet. I have to put myself first and make a point to let the people in my life know this. My 30th birthday is September 24th and I want to be to my goal of 150 lbs by then. 21 pounds to go!