Monday, June 28, 2010
Wow, I didn't realize it had been so long since I'd wrote a blog. Sorry guys....what can I say I got too wrapped up in my own world. I didn't even stop to think about things clearly.
What's been going on...hmmm. Well I've lost 25lbs since May. I'm really happy about that!:) I really didn't do anything to drop those pounds which is why I'm shocked that I lost that much. I guess it's because I wasn't eating that much. Either way it's gone and it's a pretty good start for me. I decided to keep going but I'm going to give it more effort and work a lot harder this time around. I'll be focusing on 20lbs at at time until I'm more comfortable and I have more of a routine going. I know that I'm just not the type of person who can look at the whole picture without feeling overwhelmed sometimes. So I have to do this my way! What else.... I started dating someone about a year ago but it didn't work out. I ended the relationship about three months ago but I only just got him to stop calling me today. I'm not going to go into that too much but I'm glad it's over. I finally feel like I can breath again and make my own decisions in life. I admit it makes me sad sometimes but I know I'll get through it somehow....somehow. Anyway, that's enough of that. I'm just trying my best to get my life together. I know that if I'm going to change things I have to start now. I can't afford to wait anymore. Not sure what I've been waiting on.....I guess it was just easier to focus on other people than it was to focus on myself...which is ridiculous I know but I'm sure we've all been there before.
Take care everyone, Janeather
To find what you seek in the road of life,
the best proverb of all is that which says:
"Leave no stone unturned."
-Edward Bulwer Lytton