Monday, June 28, 2010
Today I should have had my behind kicked. I ate 9 pieces of sushi for dinner tonight. I rationalized that the 6 Calafornia Rolls had avocado and crab. Never mind that I was watching TV while eating or that I had two REAL Cokes tonight (they were good too) and not a single drop of water. I had breakfast (oatmeal, bacon & eggs) but no lunch and two Oreos. With no exercise for a couple of days now. If it werent for my husband, I wouldnt have gotten out of bed today probably. I missed church (I did watch several church broadcasts though). I just didnt want to leave my room all weekend. I dont know why this happens to me occassionally but I want it to stop.
The killer is I dont know why I did it. This is not supposed to be happening. I have got to find another way to keep motivated or Im gonna be back to not tie-ing my own shoes. Fortunately, tommorrow is another day. A day where I will be better than the last. Im gonna figure out these things and get it together. Im glad I got SP, but I gotta get me some accountability measures in place.